#100

Korang rindu aku tak ? :3

Hewhewhew, maafkan pembuka bicara macam nak mintak pelempang dari semua ye Fatihah. Kenapa Fatihah? Sebab die je yang macam eager suruh aku update blog duluu. And so, lets start this crappy talk. 

How is everyone's doing? *in practice for Muet* Tak disangka cuti ni tinggal lagi 2 minggu je T.T Tapi alhamdulillah, cuti sem ni berjalan dengan jayanyaa :) Why is that?

1. Menjadi babysitter sementara untuk dua baby,

2. Melawat ke rumah sanak saudaraaa ; Damansara, Pekan, Pontian, Putra Heights

3. Menjadi  tenaga buruh di kedai Mak Ngah kiteww

4. Job interview at iCAM

5. Lepaking with boboi and gegirl kitew

and bunch of other things. And knowing that I'll be one of the earliest to take Muet's Speaking Test, is a horror. Ugghh. Nervous as hell. Till then, adios amigos.

*Silencio old man*

#99

For the next  12 days, 

#98

No matter how many times I get annoyed by him, pissed off by the things he does, and suffering from major heartaches that he really cant understand why. I am glad that I'd met Akmal Hijaz :) Though people may have thought that we are not suitable for each other, I said I cant care any less. I mean, I know there are several major things that are so different about us. Those things really could make us get into several fights but it was all worth it and I really cant guarantee he'll be the one I'd marry. But from the time he came in my life, and wipes the tears off. I just knew, he's a good guy. He's patience, cause god knows how many times I tick him off, every time he wants to say something, I would disagree. I would be lazy and stubborn and I could be changing my mood so sudden. I don't know how many we can do all this but  I really wish things between us will work out fine *it scares me to hell* I enjoy doing things with him, all I need is you and a very good camera :3

I have everything, except tomorrow. Anything could happen tomorrow. But I wanna make everything means today.

This pic shows best how annoyed I could be -__-

In my mind, I am never happy. I am a failure, I fail to conquer basic skills of living, like respecting people, my communication skills stinks, my brain can make any reasonable changes that I should and I am right now is very fragile as jelly. 

My mind is a very dangerous place to be.